Hello :)

Oii,next week we're going to school. I'm form 5 next year. Wish me luck okay? I'm gonna focus my SPM. Later then I can find boyfriend. It's hard and I'm suffered because I'm on thinking am I gonna be like this when I'm alone and no one there for me even my friends.I'm not gonna tell my family about me and what has happen to me thats why I need friends but errgghh they were not there to listen my problem. I hope one day I can find a friend who will be there for me and a boyfriend who will want me to be with him. Well,I'm taken by SPM.:)


Oh yeah Christmas is here soon :D

Yeah, cant wait to stup stap at my longhouse with all of my cousin and do some games for celebrating Christmas with family. We balik kampung first reason is having each other together and paling best is whaaaaa we can mandi manda and ambik buah di kebun lagi. yeayyyyy. I have two things i want for christmas,First:BOYFRIEND then second is : HUMMER if you guys dont know what is hummer I'll show you.
this is gonna be my future car. this is HUMMER H2. nice eh?














My Awesome Girlfriend's :)

Stephanie Stella
Okay,this is my lovely bestfriend.Her name is Stephanie. I call her Steph. I love her. She always there for me.She still single. Pretty aite. Yes she is.Add her on facebook: Stephanie Stella Kueh 




Prisca Aren
Now I'm talking about my another BF.She's crazy and you'll be completely insane with her.We're classmates since form 1.Both of us will have one fight for one year.Sounds funny eh? Yeah it is. Anyway how many times we fight,nothing can make us apart.Pretty bah kan? Yeah she is. She's taken by Daniel. eeeerrr her arrogant boyfriend. wanna know more about her add her on facebook :Prisca Aren Peter
                                                                                                                     

Delilah Scherra
Ini budak adalah budak paling kecil dalam group kita orang. She maybe small but she's heavy okay? Dee Dee if you read this heee sorry mau. Okay. She's a very naughty girl and she's cute and pretty that's why Jeras love her very mucho. Wanna know her okay here's her link :
Facebook :Delilah Scherra
Tumblr : ALL WE NEED IS LOVE                     
Lastly, i have a beautiful,tall and cute girl. She's our bestfriend. We friend and we became close since this year. We hang out at the beach,school and some other place.She's the best. I can call her to help yell at other people.wanna know her more eh? one more thing she's Taken aite.
Facebook:Melyana Theodora




Cuti I gain my weight :O

Hello fellas,aku mok story morry sikit tok. It's so funny when I just got back from KL and I sware I'm not gonna eat something that will gain weight. Huhhh,now my dady control me not to eat s many. Guess what he force me to eat oatmeal for breakfast and dinner. I hope that   can help me to lose my weight. Tomorrow we will go to the gym. It's better to have my own bicycle,running machine at home. HEHE. 

AKU JEALOUS !!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, aku baru jak lepas stalk status kau Wilson. Perempuan banyak komen kau pun status. weeeeihhh. Cemburu you!! Hehe. Aku sik pernah balas komen orang hahahah because I dont know what to say besides thanks. Wilson......... sumpah aku jealous nak mampus nanga perempuan mala komen kau pun status bah. Dolok sikda bah. Hmm. Why now ya? Weird. Thats okay fb kau ya tek. I miss you wilson. xoxo : Jojie :)                      
                                                                                                       

Aku masih sayang kau !

Wilson Ho , Just wanna say that I still love you no matter how.I just cant leave without you. If you do read my recent post I'm sorry k. I dont mean it. I hope to be with you again you know that. I want us to start all over again okay? I know something a lots has happen between us. But but but,I just want to be with you and always with you hunn. I want to tell you that almost everyday I stalk your profile on facebook. ILOVEYOUWILSONHO :') I really hope you understand my feelings towards you.                                                                                                         
                                                                                                         

I hate this :(

Since I was a kid,i'll never be the best in front of them. I wonder why? My brother mess up with me,my parent dont bother to scold him but when come to me errrrggg I get scolded by them. At home,I'm not their daughter already they make me like I'm a nanny at home. Clean this and that. eishhh. They dont care about my feelings. I wish I knew that I'm their biological  daughter or just a foster daughter. If I were their foster daughter,I'm glad to know that.Because I know no matter what I do they dont seems to care about it :(. I have a big family and we dont really know each other mostly the Landong's family. We're so far apart.                                                              
                                                                                                                 

I wanna say this...

I wanna talk about my ex boyfriend. He's the one who really love me for who I am. Every girl dream to have that kind of guy in their life. I'm such a lucky girl to have him. He always makes me laugh even though my mood was not good. He said that I'm beautiful in everything. He talks to me like everyday and before I go to sleep. Awww he is so sweet. He love cat very much until those kitten sleep on top of him. We broke up on my birthday that was purposely okay. And then he told me that he love me very much and how sweet is that he kiss me in front of everyone in our class(without teacher).Every morning he'll wait for me in front of the class and he just smile and talks to me with he's funny face. We stay back at school saying that we're gonna study yes we we're studying that time preparation for PMR but on the same time we gossip,dating,laughing all around because of one joke and we just can't get through it. After all that,suddenly we had a friending problem on May 2011. I dont really remember when was the date but i cant tell it was on May this year. We all had a fight because of one bitch in our group. She try to get rid of me and take over my ex. She told something bad about all of us except her own-self. She's killing me okay? He started to get angry at me everytime I want to do something important. He forget about our anniversary until I remind him. I cry he just look at me without making me smile or says anything. He dont wait for me every morning anymore.


Part two of just now. continue.......

Continue.......Hello again,until now i just can't help myself to get rid of him from my mind. I wish there's a guy who will be with me until my last breath not just a promise prove it okay? Here we go again,so i reply to him like " I'm sorry I can't I have to go with someone else on that day." I know I dissapointed him but else can I do,I need to move on. Come on!!! Live up please. I know I'm not being me all this while so yeah I'm sorry. I forget what I suppose to say. Uhhhh orang gila ( it's me ). 



You talk to me ! :/

Whoa,he talk to me at facebook and says that how much he miss to hang out with me. YEEPIEE. But yeah,i can't really expect him to hang out with me again because he should be with her instead of me. I got to go now.Taking my bath. I'll continue right after this aite?