Part two of just now. continue.......

Continue.......Hello again,until now i just can't help myself to get rid of him from my mind. I wish there's a guy who will be with me until my last breath not just a promise prove it okay? Here we go again,so i reply to him like " I'm sorry I can't I have to go with someone else on that day." I know I dissapointed him but else can I do,I need to move on. Come on!!! Live up please. I know I'm not being me all this while so yeah I'm sorry. I forget what I suppose to say. Uhhhh orang gila ( it's me ).